Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Kettcar - Von Spatzen und Tauben

Crying day...
Hey girl, whats on with you?!

Today was a crying day: It started right after waking up at 9am and tears were running down my face like rivers. Second phase was at breakfast where I spoilt my coffee with tears. In the afternoon I nearly caused an accident while driving by car to Stuttgart, because I suddenly had to cry at speed of 140 kmh (87 mph)...

Sure I sometimes have bad days, but the last bad day with such an intensity was long time ago and I actually thought this phases are history. Apparently they are not...

Today it was a mixture of stress, restlessness, exhaustion and of course depression. I must be careful not to let the depressive mood getting the upper hand. I can deal with stress and restlessness, but depression is a very crucial issue and I remember very well how easy it is to slip into it and how difficult getting out again!

But as sonjaaa mentioned at http://sonjaaa.livejournal.com/291074.html at worst the second antidepressivants will help - this makes me hope although I hope I won't need not even the first one ;-)