| Current mood: |  disappointed |
| Current music: | And you will know us by the trail of dead |
The choice gets less...
Today I received letters of refusal about my applications in Toronto. Of course I was prepared that this could happen, but to be honest I'm a bit disappointed, because I had an extensive and promising telephone interview. It's always hard to get negative answers and damages the self-esteem... :-(
So, I still have two remaining applications in Stuttgart, but it seems I have to postpone my Canada plans for a while.
If I'd fail at this opportunities as well I decided to stop all job plans for a while and try to rest and fight my current depression at first! I'm completely mentally exhausted and urgently need a break!
Yesterday my night was very very short again, because a friend of mine called us at midnight: He is attending a psycho-therapy currently and had a mental break-down after the last session. Of course my sleep was gone after that, but that's what friends are good for, aren't they?! We take him to Munich this weekend and hope to improve his desolate condition (he is not really able to work at the moment) and detract him from his destructive thoughts. Not very easy as I'm not in a good condition as well, but Jürgen and me will try our best to help him!
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